Helen H.

Shop for art!

2012-02-08T09:25:00.001-08:00

As a woman, I love shopping in general. But, I've got to say, my two favorite things to shop for are art supplies and books!! By the way, if you live in TO and you paint, you should really go to Gwartzman's on Spadina Ave. They have the best prices on canvas and acrylic paint. Curry's is good (costly on certain items) but they have all sorts of texture modifiers to play with. Recently, I have tried moulding paste, gloss polymer medium, black lava and resin sand. They give extra characters to what I'm trying to created. So far, I really like how the gloss extend and mix the colors I used. Also, I'm totally in love with iridescent paint - espeically gold. They finally got resin sand in and well, it gives you that sandy, rough texture underneath the paint. I stop shopping at Above Ground and Deserres - too expensive compared to the other stores. Anyway, just a bit of review for my fellow TO artists.

Not A 7-11 Artist

2012-01-30T07:26:00.000-08:00

Lately, I wonder if I have lost a certain perspective in making abstract work. Though, packed with feelings for me, not everyone gets the idea behind the work. I often face questions like "what does it mean" or "what am I looking at." And, I find myself hesitating in answering this kind of questions.

I have always maintained the position that a viewer should find his or her connection with any artwork, and establish one’s own opinions as to what the piece means to him. However, in reality, much of the public wants to be fed an amount of things it can recognize, like a tree or a person, before any thought or feeling is processed. I am realizing that audiences prefer to view artworks that are “practical”.

As an artist who is striving to be more commercial, I find myself making more and more landscape work – images people could easily comprehend. I try to incorporate my style in it, but somehow, with fewer questions came fewer emotional responses. I catch myself thinking, while painting, that “is my audience going to distinguish this part.”

Eventually, I catered too much to the need of my viewers that I am losing all sense of perspective as an artist; I’ve become a 7-11-artist because I want to sell my work. True, there is a sense of comfort in looking at things we identify - there is no urgency to dip deep and to discover what other meanings something might embody. But, I think that is the real allure in abstract work. Something that makes us wonder, try to figure out and to think about.

Therefore, though it was nice to paint water and mountain, I must now return to abstract art where my true heart lies and regain my inspiration in producing artworks.

Process

2012-01-18T06:30:00.000-08:00

For the past two weeks, I have continued to work with acrylic and palette knife to create different results in a couple of paintings. The modeling paste I mentioned before had a great texture effect, I was really pleased to add an extra element in my work. I also did a 4-panel painting. Never done it before and I like how I can look at the panels as one or individually. The colors I chose for this project were more earth-tone, which is another difference in my work.

Acrylic is really an awesome medium. It never ceases to surprise me at how versatile it can be. I have discovered all sorts of "effects" I can mix with paint. So far, I have worked with modeling paste and I am about to try "black lava" and "gloss medium." There is this effect called "resin sand" that I am dying to try, but it is always sold out. I hope to get it this week. Can't wait to see what comes of it.

In most of my work, I have realized that the process really reflects in the art. If I enjoy the process, I feel like the piece has reached a new height after completion. Even if I did not start with a clear vision, as long as I am focused with the intention to experiment, the work still takes on a life of its own to communicate a specific emotion. With that being said, I do get frustrated when a creative block occurs. In this case, the only thing I can do is to take my time and not rush to produce. I think artists feel when he is ready to create. Rushing to anything is only a waste of time because one is not focused on the work, but instead is driven to produce meaningless pieces.

View my latest work @ www.helenhsu.com

Modeling Paste

2012-01-05T09:15:00.000-08:00

It's 2012 and I am playing with a new material~~! It's always fun to discover new things, maybe that's why I love art so much! So, I've been playing with modeling paste on canvas before I layer acrylic paint on top. It's a really interesting medium, and it comes in all sorts of finishes (some even sparkling!!). For now, I'm creating parts of 3D texture and make certain shape stands out more. The texture it created on the canvas was pretty intense. I follow-up by using the dry-brush technique and stipple the hell out of the canvas. I find that when stippling the paint, it helps the texture maintain its looks. So far, the shapes are still quite abstract. I will investigate on this more and see how far it takes me!

Making mould!!

2011-12-28T19:11:00.000-08:00

It's been ages since I made any moulds. So, when the feeling strikes I decided to cast a face in plaster bandages. I remember being inspired by George Segal, the sculptor who makes his work entirely in this particular material. It's amazing how he captures the essence of body gestures and illustrates the mood with these "white" body sculptures in public spaces. When I see images of his sculptures, I feel a sense of eeriness as if time has stopped to preserve a certain moment.

When the mould dries properly, I will make a positive plaster mould so I can fix some details and manipulate the cast. It should be tremendous fun!!

I heart makeup!

2011-12-19T08:22:00.000-08:00

I was sorting through my makeup supplies over the weekend, and decided to paint my face! As one might notice, I like to mix beauty makeup with little drawings on the face to make things more interesting. I used to dread doing only beauty makeup because most ladies want the same thing. Makeup is inspiring and it's another form of art. It should be more than just smoky eyes and pale lipgloss!! I appreciate how it alters a person's face dramatically with colors and depth. Of course, the sparkles are just fabulous, too!

Also, from my research, I've came across an artist named Louise Bourgeois. She does casting of hand gestures. "There's nothing so fraught with significance as the human hands" - this quote gave me some inspirations to do some casting of myself. Stay tune for upcoming sculptures~!

The benefit of having mild ADD

2011-12-15T12:15:00.000-08:00

The benefit of having a mild case of ADD is that I get to wonder about different things. So far, I've been playing with colors - mixing them directly and heavily onto canvas, and watching them mingle and transform. I use a spatula and direct the colors in swift and broad strokes, leaving behind traces of body movement. This method is inspired, obviously, by Jackson Pollock. Most people laugh when them view Pollock's work - seeing them as paintings children can easily mimic. But, I think the way Pollock "splashed" paint is quite poetic; I see paint as a continuation of his actions, and the canvas a record of that. Pollock saw a completely different universe on his canvases, and he tried to communicate that in his own language. I think that's what all artists try to accomplish in their work no matter what medium or style.

At first, I use smaller strokes to mix the colors - closer to pointillism/impressionism. As I continue the practice, I became bolder with the experiment and painted in larger stroke and movement. The feeling I get when doing this is really quite liberating. There's no confinement or restriction - apart from the edges of one's canvas.

Now, I am interested in combining this technique with theatrical characters. I will start on character studies with some sketches; I want to emphasize on magnifying the "character", rather than drawing a realistic portrait. I think this will bring me closer to the show I want and it will be so much fun!!!

Btw, Marc Chagall rocks!

2011-12-13T09:20:00.000-08:00

Just viewed Chagall's work recently at the AGO. I loved the symbolic work and his genious intuition in working vibrant colors on canvas. He created such story-telling pannels with his paintings, and portrayed the mood perfectly. Most of all, I appreciated that he was communicating real human feelings. Also, loved his characters!!!

"I and the Village"

Back again on Blogger!

2011-12-13T08:46:00.000-08:00

It's the end of 2011 and I'm back on Blogger again! After two years of teaching visual arts plus some time to reflect, I've decided to devote my time to experiment and hopefully, discover my own artistic style. Some of the kids I taught really inspired me with their originality, creativity and a sense of innocence. It was refreshing to step away from the increasingly philosophical fine art world, and look at art through children's eyes. Picasso is right in saying that we should learn art from kids.

I am aiming for a solo show next year. In it, I want to portrait this circus-like world of ours with theatrical characters and settings. From now on, this blog will serve as a record of all the different mediums and styles I will try on my journey.

2009-12-20T17:26:00.000-08:00

This is my 1st attempt (since long time ago) of returning to drawing seriously. I use the blind contour technique to outline a portrait, then colored with crayons using my finger tips as tools. It was fun...I felt like I was in Art class again~ I taught my third to seven graders this technique to get them away from the thinking of-perfect drawings. Also, I forbade them to use erasers~~ haha..It's nice to have some authority..like my mom always say: "It's for your own good!"

New & Improved..or at least I hope..

2009-12-20T17:17:00.000-08:00

Ok~ It's been a year since I blogged..but I have good reasons to keep to myself. Life was not fun and work was difficult. But after some unintentional happy accidents, I've finally found a place I feel I can belong..professionally. Never could have imagined that it would be possible. It seems that life is finally the way it should be, and I feel more like an adult who can hold my own ground. It is only the beginning for me..but I must say to those who are struggling: you never know where life can take you. Just keep working and keep your dream alive. One way or another, you will come to a point where everything you do connects. :)

Klimt & Mucha

2008-12-28T15:56:00.001-08:00

Hmm...I have fallen in love with Klimt & Mucha~~! These guys are old school romantics *kind of womanizers but they are dead so...* who loved to paint beautiful women with amazing patterns. I love the colors, the flowers, the textures....mind-blowing. Wish I can paint like this.

What Art?

2008-12-28T10:00:00.000-08:00

In an attempt to make myself a versatile artist, I studied Sculpture, Installation, Drawing, Painting, Makeup & Special Effects, and Jewelery Design. Eventually I should have separated portfolios for each categories, but for now they are kind of jumble together. Any feedback let me know. I am still trying to find a style that is my own. Pretty certain I am leaning towards abstract, modern with crazy motions though. The image is obviously influenced by Pollock. I was feeling frustrated at the time and just wanna play with paint and colors. Splashing the paint made me feel really great!~ Everybody should try it.

What Is the What?

2008-12-28T07:23:00.000-08:00

What is the What is the title of a new book I got last night from random choice. It's really turning out to be a very interesting read. But, this is not a book report. *relieved?* I just thought the title reflects my life very well. I don't know about most people, but more than half the time I am wondering how I got to where I am and doing the things I do. Most of my adult life, I've tried to find where to belong, what I would be good at, and what makes me happy. It's a mind-blowing process, and also tiring at times, because there are just so many directions that are desirable. My enlightened ex-boss told me this realization of hers: one need to give up in order to receive. Which, actually turns out to be very true. Honestly, the world is confusing, the social system is crap, the expectations are just suffocating. But then, would we ever become who we are if those expectations are not there to push us forward? Sometimes I envy those who can follow the path happily, trolling along merrily without hesitation. I think things would be much easier if I am okay with that. Over thinking is definitely NOT a virtue. I was told by one of my prof. once that I never seemed to question him. I've always wondered if I did ask him all the questions I have, would he be ready with the answers. I know everyone has his/her own problems one way or the other. Therefore, this is not a vent against anyone. I am simply expressing my confusion. Although, I must say all these crap about politics and religions are really starting to piss me off. Why can't everyone just mind their own business??! Correct me if I am wrong, but I thought the ultimate point is just to be nice to each other? Humanity has really failed big time. Anyways, what the point of this blog is i have no idea. I am constantly contradicting myself. That is my dilemma.